Exciting Update

OMG YOU GUYS I THINK THERE'S AN EAR INFECTION IN IT TOO NOW!!!! I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO DRIVE TO THE CLINIC TO SHELL OUT MONEY I DON'T HAVE!!!!!

MAYBE IF I'M REALLY LUCKY IT'LL TURN OUT TO BE AN INOPERABLE BRAIN TUMOR AND I WON'T NEED TO WORRY ABOUT THIS SHIT EVER AGAIN!!!!!

One can only hope. Seriously, if I wind up getting fired over this, I am going to be livid. I CANNOT AFFORD this shit, in many senses of that phrase.

I HATE MY FUCKING STUPID BODY.

Another Exciting Update

So, here's the score.

+ I do indeed have an ear infection. Medically, I'm clear to go back to work, which both makes me feel better (because it's not like I OMG HAVE TO stay home) and makes me unhappy (because, um, I hate my job and all).

+ Amoxicillin is my special friend.

+ End result: most of my paycheck, which I picked up today, got blown on frivolous luxuries such as my car payment, gas, and medical care. If I can't find another job soon, I don't know what I'm going to do; it'll probably involve willing myself to die.

+ We had a storm last night, which uprooted our tomato plant. This makes me want to cry, but I don't have any energy left.