I dunno; I was romantic as a teenager, and that's been well and thoroughly taken out of me. *g* But I ph33r V-Day, because I'm bombarded by advertisements that imply that I'm NO KIND OF MAN if I don't IMMEDIATELY BANKRUPT MYSELF on flowers and jewelry and suchlike. And I hate when people question my manhood.
I'm not sure if I'm sick of hiding it, although there is no longer any necessity for me to do so. I just...I'd like to know if this is something that I can ever, ever have, even if it is meant to ultimately be an ephemeral thing (OMG HE WHO IS BRAVE IS FINALLY DESTROYED TO BE NO MORE THAN DUST IN THE WIND AND THAT), because then at least I'd know. It is the cloud of uncertainty that gets me, I think.
ZOMG SHOW UR BALLZ LOL <--because I don't think I've capslocked enough in this comment
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Date: 2007-01-28 06:00 am (UTC)I'm not sure if I'm sick of hiding it, although there is no longer any necessity for me to do so. I just...I'd like to know if this is something that I can ever, ever have, even if it is meant to ultimately be an ephemeral thing (OMG HE WHO IS BRAVE IS FINALLY DESTROYED TO BE NO MORE THAN DUST IN THE WIND AND THAT), because then at least I'd know. It is the cloud of uncertainty that gets me, I think.
ZOMG SHOW UR BALLZ LOL <--because I don't think I've capslocked enough in this comment