holy shit

[xifeng]

I wasn't making it up. My God. I wasn't making it up. I was right. I was right.

And now I'm sitting here crying because it is too, too perfect, and it is exactly like I dreamed it would be when I was fourteen.

Comments

[anjala.livejournal.com]

Honey...are you OK? Call me if you need to...317-691-2540.

(((hugs)))

[forgottensanity.livejournal.com]

Cool. :-D I'm glad you're happy, even if you're crying, because it makes me happy that you're happy, even if you're crying. Although stop crying because it makes your cheeks all puffy and your eyes red. Lees get what's coming for them sometimes, too.

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

That is all, really. Though I did manage to stop crying enough to get in the car and go to work. Hurrah!

Lees will get theirs. ^_-

[zyphryus.livejournal.com]

Whatever it is, i think im happy it was perfection, and that youre crying because of that perfection? Awesome! maybe awesome!

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

There were other emotions involved, too, but yeah, mostly I think that was it.

[ebony-queen.livejournal.com]

Yeah for perfection! ( has no idea what is going on but is happy for the Lee)

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

Perfection rules, which is why nobody is allowed to have too much of it. ^_-

[duokinneas.livejournal.com]

Yes, I'm rather horrifically late, given the number of posts since this one, but I want to tell you that when I first read this, I didn't know what to say. I can't ever picture you crying. It doesn't seem to be in your genetic makeup!

So I was really worried, but thank God you're okay now. ? Well, if "okay" means you're not crying with happiness, but still. Oh, well, I know I - and everyone else - want you to be happy, so regardless of being scared... Hearts!

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

Oh, as if I notice how many posts you comment on. Silly seahorse. *ruffles you* Also, I too can cry, from time to time (usually where nobody else can see me, and I save it for things like Somebody Is Dead and am quick about it). It was a moment of weakness; being human, I am allowed them.

I'm closer to okay than I was. I'm still not sure where this is going to go, so there may be more angst in the near future. I don't know yet.

Don't worry or be afraid, please. It's all going to be okay, somehow. ♥