Note to Self

[xifeng]

Dear Lee,

You fucking blew it. You are a fucking motard.

Do not ever do this again, k?

No love,
Lee

Comments

[anjala.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie...are you OK? I will be offline today as I will be at PPD here in Indy and then off to see The Rocky Horror Picture Show tonight.

(((hugs)))

Anj

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm better now. Occasionally one makes a lapse of judgment so severe that one feels obliged to chastise oneself for it publicly. ;)

Have fun. ^_^

*hugsback!*

[tara]

*love*

I'm here if you need me ♥

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

That thing I said I wasn't going to read no more?

I went and read it. So much for my manly resolve.

*facepalm*

♥

[tara]

You know what I used to do back when I was first trying to stop reading Allegra's journal? I set my browser up so that it was a banned site - easy to do now that all LJ addies are subdomains. It doesn't stop you viewing it at all, given that you can override it, but it does mean that you get your browser asking you whether you're sure you want to look. It actually worked really well for me.

The technical stuff aside, it's nothing to do with manly resolve and everything to do with being human. Although it sucks that it's ow atm :(

♥

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

I actually dithered to see whether I could do it with Firefox, which is my browser of choice (things load quicker); I can, but only by installing an add-on or dithering with the root file in Windows itself. Besides, testing one's willpower builds Character!

Being human is overrated. I am a Neanderthal. Fear me, gracile moderns! ;)

♥ ♥

[tara]

Gah, that sounds like far too much effort. In Explorer, it's simply a case of setting up the content adviser. The only difficulty I had with it was that there were a few sites it thought were too naughty for me to look at. Not, like, hard-core pr0n or anything either, so it got annoying and I turned it off.

Humanity sucks hardcore.

♥

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

I can just see this, too.

Tara: (enters in URL)
Computer: BEEPBEEP! Sorry, Tara, you spend enough time faffing about on the Int0rwebz as it is. I can't let you view this site.
Tara: Curses! Foiled again!

Humanity passeth understanding. O_O

[tara]

Heh, far more true than I'd like to admit. Also:

Computer: BEEPBEEP! Tara you do not need to look at more photos of Tina O'Brien!

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

Mine is like, "BEEPBEEP! Lee, you are up past your bedtime. I will time out my Int0rwebz connection if you do not immediately log off and go to bed. I'll do it too. *click!*"

l33: Shite.

[tara]

Back when I was on dial-up, my int0rweb was very helpful with things like that. If it was about to boot me, I knew I'd been online too long.

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

I hope to someday have not!dial-up.

I also hope to someday be elected Dictator-for-Life of Everything. *g*

[tara]

I would not mind you being elected Dictator-For-Life, because I think I would be able to seduce my way to a damn good governmental position if it were the case :D

[faire-damsel.livejournal.com]

*Hugs*

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

Thanks, luv. ♥

[aeromancy.livejournal.com]

Onos! The printers got to you too! Run, Lee, run!

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

I laughed aloud. :D

It's too late for me! Save yourself while you still can!

[momo.livejournal.com]

Here's a heart for j00: ♥

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

Aww, thanks. ♥

[dethorats]

What, may I ask, is a motard? As in, what is the "mo" portion? And I hope you are okay! Don't be too hard on yourself.

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

A motard is the offspring of a moron and a retard. XD

I've been better, but it will pass. If I wanted to be all Virgilian about it, I could be like, "Perhaps someday it will be pleasing to remember these things."

[duokinneas.livejournal.com]

Is everything all right? I'm a day late and probably a dollar short of giving anything close to help, but when you write things like this, it's worrying.

Take care of yourself, Lee. ♥ ♥ ♥

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

Goddammit. I should have used the filter or privated this.

To answer your question: in a word, no. I'm old and sick and tired and in pain. It's a tedious grown-up story and I won't bore you with it, which works out rather neatly because I don't much want to talk about it. It's still raw.

Don't worry about me.

[duokinneas.livejournal.com]

It's all right. It's better that you didn't, just so I wouldn't think you'd run away and died alone in a dark corner.

I won't question you or your motives. I will only hope that it can be cleared up somehow, even if only by the grace of God. I can't help worrying about you, but I do have faith that you know how to care for yourself. That, and I love you. I trust you.

[shake-the-stars.livejournal.com]

The "sick" and "in pain" parts have alleviated somewhat since this was written.

One guesses it will, eventually, clear up. How that's supposed to work, I don't know.

I love you too. I feel like I haven't been very nice to you lately. ♥